Genxpose: Still A Zebra (Updated)

Still keeping true to form, GenX continues stalking me and spitting out the same old blah, blah, blah. Check it out.

So I guess in return I have to keep counter-stalking her. Not that I am really, but my inbox gets a visit from a reader or two (or three) sending me a link of yet another moan and groan from the queen of the bullies herself.

She keeps on claiming she has all of these screenshots that prove something or another on her blog but just like her previous whine about me, she had 9 or so screenshots that I showed on my previous post about her that didn't show a single thing that I did wrong to anyone. And she still does not have a single screenshot of me bullying people, harassing people, stalking people, talking inappropriately with anyone - let alone with minors - threatening anyone, nothing. All she presents are screenshots of me talking about my name, or whatever. All she talks about is "that model pic" *yawn* or "his pen name. *yawn* Or, "he probably doesn't have a mother" *yawn*

Get the picture?

What you fail to own Gen is the fact that this whole thing between you and I started back when you emailed me for no apparent reason. Then you emailed Athena. Then Athena blocked you from STGRB. Then she blocked you from emailing her because you wouldn't stop emailing her per her request. Then you got pissed and emailed her again with a different email. Athena blocked you again. Then you started your hate blog, attacked STGRB and Athena, and in your comments section, you and your bully friends started talking about me. Which brings us to this next screenshot. Take a look.

GenX seems to think that I incite others or cause them concern (even for her own safety?) Are you kidding me? And how many death threats from her friends have I posted on this blog (or death wishes?) 

I have posted plenty!

Then she finishes with asking me why I don't answer some of the direct questions that are put to me? Then wraps it up with, "Or perhaps that is too much to ask as the answers would not support your agenda?" 

The only agenda I have Gen is to address your senseless attacks against me and to try and hopefully put an end to your bullying and your bully friends bullying of myself and others. That's it!

As for those direct questions you want me to answer, didn't I try that once before? I do believe I did because after you opened your hate blog and began posting attacks against STGRB, like I mentioned earlier, you and your bully friends began attacking me in the comments section. I came to your blog to address those direct questions and give you answers but in return, I got attacked even more. I was called a pedophile, a liar, you name it. You and your friends would not allow me to answer any of your questions and then afterwards, you mocked me with a post for trying to answer those questions. 

I'll answer any and all questions anyone has to ask me. The thing is, Gen, you and your army of idiots never listen to the answers. Instead, you post defamatory posts about me approving profit for hate just because I didn't have a problem with STGRB's paypal donation box. Now, for the most part, I can easily deal with the most stupid, but your kind of stupid just can't be dealt with sometimes. That's because your stupidity stems from your the hate you have in your blood and soul for me and probably for life itself. 

Just remember Gen, you contacted me first, and I have already proven that. You talked about me first on your blog, and accused me of things you have yet to back up. You have made such stupid claims like, "He met Jude when she was 15." and so forth. And the only reason I started this blog was to address all the bullshit lies you and your idiot bully friends spoke because you all just wouldn't shut your stupid pie holes about me. You wouldn't stop lying about me, and wouldn't leave me the hell alone. (Even I after I announced on my other blog in November / December of 2012 that I was no longer going to respond to the bullies.) The fact is, you people wouldn't let me walk away from it. 

And your bullying also extended to trying to sabotage my other activities that had absolutely nothing to do with you, like for example, trying to find out who I was planning to interview on my other blog in so that you could email those people to recommend that they don't give those interviews to me and giving them reasons that were nothing but lies. 

Your brand of hate and evil has no shame.

I can't answer your questions Gen. I can't answer them because you never listen to the answers. You are too self centered to own up to your actions and lies. (Just like Athena Parker) You're a bully. You run a hate blog. I can't answer your questions because all you do is mock those answers and mock me when I try. Because I tried to answer your questions once before. And you mocked them and you mocked me. But yeah, I will answer any serious and direct question anybody has, provided those questions are asked by a serious individual who honestly seeks the answers. You, Gen, are not a serious individual who honestly seeks the answers. You're a serious bully who playfully wants to mock and hurt others. That's it. That's all you are. That's all you have shown yourself to be. Why on earth would I think you have changed? You've done nothing at all to indicate to me that you have changed. And I seriously doubt you ever will. A zebra is a zebra no matter how much they profusely declare themselves a horse. I know this because; even in your recent post to me, to bullishly put into the minds of your few readers that I have an agenda; to indicate that I am selfishly trying to accomplish something just for my own gain and purposes tells me you are still the same old you. 

I am not Athena. My concerns are for others, not just for myself. I stood up to you and the rest of your bully pals in the hopes that I could keep you all occupied with me in so that you might not target and attack other authors. That and to defend myself from all of your many lies. 

You started all of this, Gen. YOU! I didn't know of your existence, nor cared about it, until you reached out to me. And see, you still won't own it. You haven't changed a bit. You're still a zebra. And until you admit the truth - and own up to your initial actions - there is no question I can answer for you that you will bother to listen to. (Or spin for your few readers.) 

When you cease to being a self righteous know it all bitch, I will start taking you and your questions seriously again. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. (There will be no shame on me.) So just burn in hell with those questions until you acknowledge that when it comes to Carroll Bryant, you don't know Jack Shit.  

I'm Carroll Bryant .... and this is The Looking Glass.

Update: 04/19

The anonymous troll known as Gen Xavier is still crying over my name. GenX - like every bully - feels she is entitled to seeing proof of my name, saying that I need to show legal documentation. 

 Newsflash: I haven't seen her show a legal document proving her real identity either. Or are we to believe that an envelope from Domino's Pizza is a legal document? You know, because they deliver. 

The only time I visit your blog Gen is when I see a link on my blog traffic from your hate blog.

She claims I tried to extort her and then she links to this as her proof.

 I have never used "hushmail" in my life. There's no evidence on that screenshot showing that I sent it. This is what I mean when I say that she never shows evidence. Whenever you want to file charges against me for this email Gen, knock yourself out. I know law enforcement can still trace that email back and I have as much money as you want to bet that it won't link back to me or to anyone that I know. I have a funny feeling that you created the hushmail account, and sent that email to yourself with all those LOL's to try and make it look like it was sent from me. Just because you "think" I did it doesn't mean that I did. Then again, you're so self entitled, self centered with an ego the size of Texas that you naturally assume you're right about everything. (Still waiting for the badges to show up.)

Facts: I know you dislike them, Gen, which is why you never use them.

Here is what you left out Gen. (Funny how you tend to do that.)

Facts: Why use them when half truth's work just fine, right Gen?

You mean the screenshots of facts you post like the hushmail email? You know the one, the one I just posted in this update? The one that DOESN'T show my email address? Or my name? Is that the evidence of "facts" you're describing that YOU provide? And by the way, you got it all wrong, Gen, I want everyone to look at your "facts" because all of your "facts" are just like the hushmail email you posted. You know the one, the one I just posted in this update. The one that fails to show my email address and name. The one you "think" I sent because we're all to believe that what "you" think is proof? And as for your amazing "math" skills, let's take a quick peek at them, okay?

So, Jude was "15" when I met her? Are you sure you didn't mean "17"? Because when she joined Goodreads she was "17" back in October 2010. (Her birthday is in August.) In April of 2011, I joined GR. Jude was still "17". When I first met her in mid June of 2011, she was still "17" - a couple months shy of her "18th" birthday. I guess in your mentally ill world, 2 months shy of her "18th" birthday is considered - and I quote your own words - "well under the age of consent" - unquote.

How is that "telling the truth" again? How is that "not spinning" again? And oh, by the way, if you need more evidence of this, then take a look for yourself at her Goodreads profile. 

You see Gen, if you were any good at "math", then you would be able to use that skill to figure out that if you take August 29th, 1993, and count the years to August 29th, 2010 (when she joined Goodreads as per her profile states) then you would come to the answer that she was 17 when she joined GR in October of 2010. (Two months after her 17th birthday.) Then if you add another year to it in 2011, you would get 18. Then when you factor in my joining GR 8 months after she did, you would see she was still 17. When you factor in that I didn't meet her until mid June, the "math" shows she was still 17. 

But since you like to "porno" everything up, and before you go foaming off at the mouth that our friendship was somehow sexual, then I assume you will have screenshots (or emails / messages) between her and I showing this to be a fact, correct? Or once again, are we just to take your word for it that you "think" there was something perverted going on - and like with your hushmail email - if you "think" it, then it must be true? 

I'm an author. I wrote a YA book. (Or two) I am going to have readers / fans who are going to be under 18 years old. When they reach out to me (like Jude did) I'm going to be nice and polite towards them, and be friendly. It's how you sell books. Plus it's just common decency. And before you go off the rails (again!) about the "model" pic, Jude knew about it within four weeks of us meeting. (That's a month, in case you can't do the math.) And about five weeks before her 18th birthday. 

Now, either it's true and you seriously don't have very good "math" skills, or you're saying that she was "15" when she and I met just to be spreading hate lies about me on purpose. (Which would then prove that I am right that you are a bully, spread lies about me intentionally, and are hateful.) So which is it, Gen? Do you just suck at math, or are you a hateful lying bully and purposely made that statement with no regards to the actual truth? It has to be one or the other, correct? 

You all can read about it right here. 

I think I just did, Gen. Got it?

So, you don't even remember what you say now? Allow me to remind you then. 

 If you read what I blocked in at the bottom you see it says: "I'm sure that's just a coincidence, even though some people who develop alternate personas often "borrow" the identities of elderly and/or dead people to do it." - Your words Gen, your words. You are insinuating that I "borrowed" this mans identity. How is that not "spinning" words again? 

Facts: Not easily identifiable by Gen Xavier. 

I did not devote an entire post talking about my name. I devoted an entire post talking about YOU and ATHENA being so fixated about my name. (Big difference) Allow me to show you the PROOF below, starting with you first. 

And now Athena's fixation. 

So you see, Gen, my name is not a big deal to me, but from the evidence presented above showing YOU writing a post referencing my "name" and Athena making it a point to "mention" my "name", it would appear that you two are indeed the ones who are consumed with my name. Not to mention, all of your self entitlement in believing that I owe you (or anyone for that matter) any proof to what my name is. I don't owe you shit. You're not entitled to shit. So, get over yourself. And even in the screenshot that you boxed in to "try" and make your point, I say; "Then THEY (meaning you and Athena) conclude their bullying of me by saying that Carroll Bryant is a pen name." - So again, I refer you to the FACTS, that i am not talking about my name, but rather, talking about YOU and ATHENA "talking" about my name.

Facts: I know you dislike them, Gen, because they always seem to get in the way of you "spinning" words.

Yes you did ridicule that young girl who lost her life. You did so by merely making a mention of it, then lying to your readers about how long I knew her. There is no excuse in the world to even bring that up, and you should know this. You attempted to put a perverted SPIN to my relationship with that girl and her mother. And that, Gen, is sickening and despicable. But you're too mentally sick and twisted to comprehend that. 

That girl and her mother were not people I just met once for five minutes. For you to even say that shows how evil you really are. There was absolutely no reason for you to go there. And it shows just how little you know me. I knew that woman and her kids for three years. What part of THREE YEARS do you not understand? How dare you to presume you know anything about my life or personal relationships? And then spew off from the mouth about it? And on top of that, to insinuate something perverted? You do this a lot, Gen. You talk about pedophilia quite a bit. The only people I could ever imagine talking about pedophilia as much as you do are people who engage in that kind of thing. People like me expose people like that, just like I did with the sexual role play groups on Goodreads. Then again, you never believed the evidence that I presented in that post. Too bad I didn't stumble into the group you were a member of. I assume you participate in that kind of thing by the way you are so adamant to dismiss the evidence. (Another behavioral trait of someone who is guilty - or so I have read.) 

And you show no class or compassion by mentioning it. And I don't give a rats ass what you do for a living or how you spend your time when I say that. A fact is a fact. And while we're on the subject of proof, where is your proof that I only met that woman and her daughters one time in a gas station as you claim? Where Gen? If you knew me and my life so well, then surely when you say that you can present evidence to back it up, right?

That's what I thought.

And you did insinuate that maybe my mother doesn't exist. That would mean that I don't have a mother. You said, and I quote yet again: "Or maybe his mother doesn't really exist?" - End of quote. (Just read the bottom of the next screenshot.)

You see, you did insinuate that. Case closed.

And as for why my age and relatives didn't show up in your web search / stalking of me, how the hell am I suppose to know? Now I'm responsible for what others put out there for the world to see? And quite frankly Gen, the fact that "Carroll Bryant" even showed up at all in your stalking of me, I mean, your web search of me, must indicate that I am using that name on official documents to some capacity, otherwise, "Carroll Bryant" wouldn't even show up at all in a stalking, I mean, web search. How is it that someone like you can't figure that out? I would think that if it is an alias, then nothing at all would show up. The fact that it does show up is more proof than not that it's not an alias, and that I am using that name. 

There you go again, Gen, "thinking" again. Just because you "think" you know me isn't proof that you know me. If you know so much about me then why is it that you can't even tell us all my "real" name? Or the last name of my best friend here where I live? Or what kind of car(s) I drive? Better yet, (and this is easy) when I will be going back to the studio to work on my songs? Or even what the new song is called? (I announced it on my Facebook) If you know me so much, then what are the first names of my sister(s) and brother(s)? Or even my mother for that mother? (Assuming I have a mother) I bet you don't even know my favorite sports teams, do you? Hell, Gen, you know me so much, how come it is that you don't even know my age? 

Or is it that you do know all of this stuff but just choose not to reveal it? Of course, for you to know any of that stuff would indicate the lengths you have gone to "uncover" who I really am, and that in itself would be fact of how much you stalk me. And are obsessed with me. Tell me Gen, why are these things about me so important to you? Why is so important for you to let everyone know how much you know me or of me when I have released so little online about me? For you to know anything more than what I have revealed publicly, would show how obsessed you are with me, wouldn't it? Because I don't know you except for what I know through your hate blog. And I don't want to know you anymore than that, and even more truthful, I don't want you to know anything personal about me because you're a sociopath who is a danger to me. You and your bully friends. 

So come on Gen, you say you know so much about me when I have told you absolutely nothing, and revealed so little online, how is then that you know me so well? Please, confess. If your claim isn't proof enough that you have been stalking me, then I don't know what is. With all of this having been said, how is it that you think you know me so well? Either you are lying about knowing me, or you are confessing to having stalked me for so long that you know everything about me. Which is it? 

You say I do not supply any real evidence to support my claim that my legal name is Carroll Bryant. But on the flip side, you haven't provided any evidence that it isn't. And why is it that you think I owe you or anyone proof of my real legal name? And why is it so important to you? And why won't you supply any real evidence of your identity. Tell you what, since you brought it up and since it's so important to you, why don't you reveal who you really are, and prove it, then I will do the same. How's that for a deal? That would end this argument. Or do you need a few weeks to create a new fake identity? *Wink, wink* Gotcha! 

How do my own words and actions prove that I am lying about you stalking me? First, I just explained that you are by your own admission that "you know me" so well. Secondly, the post you reference, "Facts, rumors and speculation" that you wrote and posted on January 10th, 2013 was about three weeks before I started "The Glass". (And you're talking about me announcing on MY blog (my personal internet space) the situation at that time regarding why STGRB went off line. And they went off line because of you and Angela Horn complaining to their host and getting them shut down. (How is that not you stalking STGRB or Athena again?) And then you post a screenshot from MY blog (my personal online space) of my announcement. How is that not stalking me again?

Of course, in the end, STGRB didn't go away, did it, Gen? Your feeble attempts and those of your co-conspirators, failed miserably, didn't you? So what lie again was I saying in that post? What lie do you actually think I was saying? The fact is, that post actually shows you doc dropping Athena Parker. That's all it shows. I know you will say it's a matter of public record, but the fact that YOU went to so much trouble to "dig" it up shows your resolve to stalk people. 

As for me providing evidence that you stalk me, I have already done that in the "GenX Says" series by showing the emails you sent me. By the fact that you sent unwanted emails to Athena, even after she blocked your first email - you sent her more emails from a different email account. Normally, when somebody blocks you, it means they don't want you emailing them. Apparently, that concept is lost on a self entitled bully like yourself, isn't it? 

More proof of you stalking me can be found in your owns words that you claim to "know" me so well. To know me so well would mean you had to go a whole lot of searching on me. That alone pretty much constitutes "stalking" a person. 

As for my "counsel", ditto. Have your attorney contact me anytime. I would love hear from him or her. I would love to settle this in court with you one day. I really would. I'm sure you know my number. After all, you know me so well.  (Your words, not mine.)

Your delusions are more serious than once thought. You do not have a "good name". Neither does Athena. You're both fakes and frauds. And I have not been trying to "destroy" her, she's been trying to destroy me. (And like you, failing at it miserably.) The fact is, you two could be twins. As for me thinking you are Amanda Welling, if I thought for a moment that you weren't her, I would have taken down all the posts about her in a heartbeat. I guess we will never know the truth for as long as you hide behind the Gen Xavier mask, now will we? But unlike you, I don't really give a rats ass. Which would explain why I don't go web searching for that information. I only took it that you were Amanda because of a post you did that connected you two. That and the fact that she always seemed to have her chubby ole head shoved up your chubby ole ass all the time when you first popped onto the scene. Where there's smoke, there's fire. 

And honestly, Gen, discredit you by associating you with Amanda? Trust me, we all know her name is about as good as yours and Athena's. But I will say this much for her, at least she uses her real name. You and Athena don't even have that much going for you. (And fine, if you want to say that i don't use my real name either, knock yourself out. I'm sure you will say it.) *Yawn*

And here's a word up: I'm not trying to work any strategy. If I wanted to go after you or Athena, you wouldn't stand a snowball's chance in hell. If I really wanted to end this thing with you that you started, it would have been over a long time ago. but here's the thing, you are no threat to me. Neither is Athena. But as far as finding my ass with both hands, you only need a finger. It's that big! (I'm sure.) Just like your head and ego. 

I still don't know what Fox News has to do with anything. Who gives a shit about Fox News or even MSN for that matter? I clicked on it. Big deal? So some blowhard has a problem with Fox News. If I would put my mind to it, and if I gave a rats ass, I could come up with 30 reasons why Rachel Maddow, Bob Beckel and MSN are illegitimate. What does politics have to do with this? The answer of course, is nothing. And FYI Gen, we never met. You pushed yourself into my world. You stalked me. (Still do) To have met would indicate we know each other, and I don't know you except for the garbage you write about me, and you don't know me except for what you read on my blogs. (Unless you stalked me to find personal information.) 

Okay Gen, I will show you it's a real email .... just as soon as you tell me why and how it is any of your damn business. And why it's so important for you to know? Okay?

 Really Gen? You have never treated me inhumanly? So I guess calling people pedophiles on your hate blog for all the world to see, without providing evidence to back it up isn't treating someone inhumane? Really? I have no police record. You have no screenshots of me talking inappropriately with under aged girls. There is nothing on the internet that would indicate I partake in such a horrible thing. And this is business as usual to you? Are you so fucking stupid that you don't see the damage something like that causes when you say it? Jesus Christ girl, you need some serious mental help. You have never presented one screenshot that would indicate I partake in such a thing, but that has never stopped you or your bully thug friends to accuse me of it. Jesus Christ Gen, you are fucking retarded. 

And yes, it does make you an it. Because to say that kind of bullshit lie indicates you have no morals or values what so ever. You are an "it". There is no mistake about that. You are not human. You are a monster. I'm still trying to figure out why you even emailed me from out of the blue. Why you attacked me when you opened your blog. I am not the one who sought you out, you sought me out. And you and your hateful monster bully friends have called me a rapist, a pedophile, a racist, you name it. How is any of that shit humane? 

You're evil Gen. You are an "it". Is that clear enough for you?

It cost me nothing. More than you realize. Or did you just threaten me? 

I never said that I wanted you to die. I said "evil" never dies. How is this not you "spinning words" again? But I will say this, when you do eventually die, and we all will at some point, the world will be a much safer place to live. And I didn't make an enemy out of you, you pushed your way into my world as an enemy. When someone I don't know just walks up to me and calls me a pedophile right out of the gate, then yeah, they must be an enemy. Now capture that screenshot and spin it as you will. You know you want to. But you still haven't told me what evidence you seek or why you are entitled to it. I still don't know why you're entitled to know any truth about my name, or why you are entitled to know anything about me. Perhaps when you explain to me why you are entitled to this, maybe I will tell you everything. But as of yet, I don't know why you're entitled to know anything about me. So why don't you come to this blog post and leave your reasons for me as to why you think you're entitled to know any personal information about me. 

Let's play, "Whose Business Is It Anyway?" - We'll start with Gen Xavier as our first contestant. Okay Gen, you want to see proof of my real name? Fine, but first, tell me why it is "any of your business?" - Leave that answer here in my comments section. 

And next, we get to see Gen being the "it" monster again as she lies about something she claims I said. 

I did not say that i made a habit out of buying candy for a strangers children at a gas station, Gen, you said that. And you said it because you're a lying bitch. A monster. You only say it to try and hurt me but what you don't realize because you're so goddamn stupid is - it hurts you. It hurts your name. I don't have to discredit you, you discredit yourself. And if you know me so well as you claim, then you would know I drive a car(s). And if you want me to post my drivers license online, then fine, I will .... right after you do it too. Or is it that you just want to know where I live so you can come and stalk me here? Yeah, that's it isn't it? You just want to know so much about me so you can stalk me in real life. I see your angle now. But again, I have to ask, what business is it of yours to know anything about me? I don't get that part. What makes you so special and entitled that you feel as if you have to know everything about me? 

What you already know about Gen. 

She has called me a pedophile. 

That screenshot proves her a liar. 

You say you're not Jude's buddy, Gen? Okay. Let's see what the screenshot says.

That screenshot (and the truth) can be seen right here.

That's two lies, Gen. Care to go for the TRIFECTA?

I didn't accuse you, Gen, I just merely suspect it was you. Big difference. All I said was, that they told me the call appeared to come from Canada. And then I asked if you were from Canada. But I like how you put your spin to it. More importantly, I like how you showed the screenshot of what I said to prove your lie. Oh wait, you didn't post the screenshot of what I said, did you? Maybe that's why I felt compelled to post it here for you. And the reason why you didn't post it was because then you couldn't say it. The screenshot would have proved you to be a liar. I like how you cleverly left it off your post. 

That's three lies right there, Gen. Read it and weep. 

How's that for showing evidence? 

Facts: An enemy of Gen Xavier. 

And calling me a pedophile isn't defamation? Tell you what, Gen, have your lawyer call me. Better yet, just file your defamation lawsuit as soon as you can. I'll counter that lawsuit with one of my own and then we'll see what a court says, okay? And hey, if you think you or any of your friends are bad-ass enough to kick my backside, take your best shot. I look forward to it. The only thing best removed is your hate blog. Your lies. Your defamation. And certainly, your stupidity. 

And here is Gen talking about how amazing she is. 

I have a charity in mind that you can sponsor, Gen. How about the one that helps mentally retarded people? You can use all the donations you can get. But hey, at least you admit to being a compassion-less bitch. That is the only honest thing you said in your whole entire "update" post. 

Now if you all will excuse me, I have to go get my "backside" kicked. 

Wait a tick! What am I thinking? Gen is going to kick my backside for me. Guess that means my schedule is free for the day. I think I'll take in a baseball game. And if you want to know which game I will be watching, ask Gen, she knows me. (You're still a zebra, Gen)

I'm Carroll Bryant ..... and this is still The Looking Glass. 

(And my backside has still yet to be kicked.)

 

Genxpose: Pure Concentrated Evil

Remember in my last post when I said in my update that when I was asked if I would do a post about the Genxpose post about me and I said, "I doubt it."? Well, it would appear that my decision went the other way. I'm doing a post. I guess I don't (Melissa) Douthit after all. (See what I did there?)

In my last post I talked about a friend of mine and her two daughters who got into a car accident last Friday and though I was aware last Friday that an accident involving a woman and her two daughters had occurred, it never dawned on me that it was my friend. Only yesterday did I discover that it was them. What I didn't mention in my last post, "A Letter To Carroll Bryant" was that I was so upset about it that I hit the bottle, and I hit it hard.

Yes, I got drunk. That's how much it hurt inside. But leave it to GenX and her hateful blood, and evil nature to attack that tragedy, and me, and to attempt to spin and twist it into something perverted. Then again, that's what evil people like Gen Xavier does, and they do it for kicks and cheap thrills. You'll see what I mean later in this post.

I was supposed to go to the studio today to wrap up the vocals on my new song and start working on my next one, however, my emotional state combined with my hangover and sluggish movements got the better of me. I made it about a quarter of the way when I hit a massive traffic jam. Fifteen minutes and fifteen feet later, I decided to turn back home. I couldn't go through with it. Not today. I rescheduled for Monday.

Another reason why I didn't go was because I couldn't get that post on Genxpose out of my mind. I mean, we all know she's a bully, this is well documented right here on this blog, but I would have never imagined the depths of her evil until I read that post she did about me. Not that I'm the least bit surprised because I'm not. Not totally anyway, but I did want to think that even her brand of evil and hate had limitations. I was wrong. Her hate and evil has no limitations.

The foundation of her post focuses mostly on my name. Yes, you heard me, my name, Carroll Bryant. Apparently, this is now the topic of discussion with the bullies. (Including STGRB)

One would think that when you go to write about someone like GenX writes about me, when she does a post about me to show how much of a horrible person I am and everything that she would actually present something in the form of a screenshot revealing an action of mine that would be considered an act of mean aggression against another person, right? But alas, she does not present anything of the sort. Instead, she writes about the fact that my name, Carroll Bryant, is a pen name. I guess this is my horrible crime, that I use a pen name. Really? Seriously? That's it GenX? That's all you got on me? Okay, if you say so. (Tnayrb Llorrac)

What I want to point out here before I go any further is, how long has she been stalking me to grab all those screenshots from my blogs? And there is about a half dozen of them from various posts and from my other blog as well. Not only that, but we're going to see that she has been web searching my name on top of that. How obsessed does one need to be? I'm telling you, it's creepy to the point of scary. This GenX is totally consumed by me. She's searching the internet for any information she can get on me, and personal information at that, and scouring my blogs and posts religiously. So let's take a look at some screenshots of this, shall we?

The screenshot above is how she starts her post off. I told you, she's completely obsessed with my name. Also notice how obsessed she remains about "the picture". (Which by the way, is so old news and has already been addressed that it's pointless to even bring up anymore.) *Yawn*

She says I let everyone believe it was me for a few years. Really Gen? You're going to lie about that too? (That, by the way, is a new lie.) The truth is, I was only on Goodreads for about a year and a half. That is a year and a half shy of three years. I joined GR on April 3rd of 2011, and was banned mid July of 2012. Actually, that isn't even a year and a half, more like, 15 months. That would be 21 months shy of three years. (I think I mentioned before that bullies suck at math.) So you see, right out of the gate, the biggest bully on the internet, GenX, lies right from the start. In fact, had I still been a member of Goodreads today, this month would have been my three year anniversary. Now to the next screenshot.

Oh look, a screenshot of my blog banner. Oh hell yes, that proves I'm a big meanie, no doubt about it. Great work there Gen, you caught me ..... you caught me ..... what did you catch me doing with this shot? For that matter, what did you catch me doing in your first screenshot? So far, we have two screenshots posted by Genxpose but neither of them "expose" me doing anything horrible to anyone. Maybe the next one will, shall we take a look?

Aha! There it is! There's proof that I .... that I .... oh, that I sent an email to Athena announcing my new blog, "The Looking Glass Of Carroll Bryant". I'm still not sure what this "evidence" proves other than I emailed Athena to announce my new blog. She does go on to say that I spent the month of January taunting that I was going to drop a bomb that ended up being a fart. Well, it must have been one hell of a fart because even before my "bomb" was dropped, Patrick Brown and Goodreads rushed like hell to try and delete all the evidence of the role play groups, and hide some of them from the public while re-writing their "policy" regarding role play groups. It must have been one of those silent but deadly farts. Not to mention, he even emailed me shortly thereafter asking for my help and for the rest of my evidence in so that he could address the problem. You can see the actual email right here in this post Goodreads: The Aftermath Of Shame.

Oh yeah, silent but deadly. 

It's kind of hard to deny the truth when in fact the Goodreads Community manager himself admits there is a problem, isn't it GenX? That was one hell of fart, better check girl and make sure it wasn't a wet one. But that is three screenshots of evidence Genxpose has posted so far that I am doing something horrible to other people. Or that I am a bully. Are you as confused as I am so far? Well, it gets more confusing. You see, GenX goes on to say that the only reason I started my "hate blog" was just to do this role play story. But when you read the evidence of the screenshot she provided, nowhere in it do I say that that was the reason I started "The Glass". What I do say is that I started the new blog and haven't yet posted anything on it yet. Then I mention that I do have a story to kick start the blog off with that will "shake the foundation" of which Goodreads stands. Then I go on to mention GenX and her goons. Nowhere in that email do I say that I started "The Glass" simply to post the role play story. This is where the spin and lies kick in where GenX is concerned. (I have always said the reason I started this blog was to address the bully hate attacks and lies published on Genxpose. Now you're seeing more of them.) If you're keeping score, it's GenX - 2 lies, and 3 screenshots that prove nothing. Moving on. 

She also claims that she is the innocent victim of me. That I started in on her first, but the emails in this post I link to will tell a different tale. She was the one who came to me first with an email from out of the blue. GenX Part One.

Now we get back to my horrible deed of using a pen name. I know, it's ridiculous as hell, but as I have stated before, it's her obsession. (And apparently, Athena Parker's obsession too.)

She moans and groans about the fact that I said Carroll Bryant is my real name backwards. Of course, GenX, being as stupid as she is, thinks I mean that my real name is / was Tnayrb Llorrac. Really? You actually believe this?

Perhaps I can explain this to where even a Neanderthal like GenX can understand because it's evident that my name - like my age - is of some major importance to her and the rest of bully nation. Perhaps I could, but I'm not. I don't see what purpose it would serve. Nobody cares. Well, except for Gen, Athena, and the rest of the bullies. I don't know why her good pal Jude doesn't just tell her. She knows the story. The whole story. It's not my fault that you bullies are too dense to get it. I actually wrote it all out but then decided to delete it. I guess I'm having too much of a good time with it. Not to mention, it makes bully nation look stupid with their obsession. Now that I'm thinking about it though, Tnaryb Llorrac does have a nice ring to it. You want to know what's so hilarious? The answers to the great mystery of Carroll Bryant is looking them right in the face, and they can't see it. (Or can they? O_o) Hint: Tnayrb Llorrac.

Okay, enough with that. If me using a pen name is all they have on me, I'll let them have it. 

Now let's look at some more screenshots that GenX has captured, keeping in mind that at the end of the previous screenshot, GenX admits that she went to the public searches to sniff out the horrible truth of my real name. And what did she come up with? Take a look for yourself. 

Yes! without any consideration what-so-ever, GenX posts the name of an innocent elderly man. Posting it on her blog for the whole world to see. An elderly man who died in 2001 at the age of 66 in Columbus, Ohio. Then she proceeds to add defamation (again) to her long list of cyber crimes against me by hinting that I am stealing this mans identity just because he has the same name as me .... only .... his middle initials are different. Not only that, but now she brings my elderly mother into it. Like I said earlier, her evil has no shame. 

But wait! What's this? Do my eyes deceive me or is it in the middle of that screenshot GenX is defending .... GULP! .... Athena Parker? ..... DOUBLE GULP!!

Why, I do believe it is so. Has GenX and Athena Parker joined forces to battle the horrible Carroll Bryant? Is this why we have now gone through 5 (count them) 5 screenshots that show absolutely nothing? Why, I do believe it is so. It would seem GenX doesn't think that Athena and Melissa are the same people. Keep that in mind as we go along. There is a screenshot coming up that will bust your gut.

Actually, I am surprised that she didn't use Carroll J.J. Bryant to try and make her ..... point? (Whatever that may be) Because let's face it, he is 51 years old, still alive, I think, and he too shows Columbus, Ohio as his location. Not to mention, he also shows Dayton, Ohio and Saint Augustine, Florida. I hung out one summer in Saint Augustine, Florida. Got some cool pictures of St. Augustine Lighthouse in fact. I should look for them and post them on my Facebook page. But I digress. If I was going to steal someone's identity, that would probably be the one I would choose. 

Also, did we notice that in her stalking of .... I mean, her search of me online that Carroll Bryant pops up? Hhhmm, I'm sorry, what was her pointless point of all this? Oh yeah, now I remember, she's defending her friend, and stalker at large, Athena Parker. But right smack in the middle of the two other Carroll Bryant's, is the one from Piketon. I wonder what would pop up if I type in Tnayrb Llorrac?

So far, I'm the stalker, bully and all of that jazz meanwhile, it appears to be that GenX is the one doing all the stalking and searching. What gives? 

And then some more evidence on her hate blog that she enjoys stalking me and my blogs.

 And no, GenX, for the record once again, I don't have a problem with people using a fake name on the internet. Obviously, if they come across you, using a fake name would be wise. But I do have a problem with bullies, (like you) and stalkers (like you) using fake names because you're out trying to cause harm to people. You're the one out stalking them and searching for them on the internet like some sociopath clown in bad make-up. (I stand by this statement too, thus, shedding any notion that I am a hypocrite.)

And for the score, this is six screenshots now that prove absolutely nothing. 

 Now let's look at pointless screenshot number seven.

Yes, my cable bill. One that GenX seems to think is doctored. She is trying to tell people that it's not an actual bill yet, if you notice, there is a space for an account number (which I whited out for my own protection), there's a listed payment due date, and to the right, a total amount due that I whited-out also, but because I whited that information out, as well as the bar code that was at the bottom, it has to be a "doctored" document. Well of course I wasn't going to allow that important information to be shown on that bill, I didn't want someone (like GenX) to see it, and then contact my cable company pretending to me be and do whatever crime she would do, like pretend to be my wife and have my service disconnected. I already got a phone call once a while back from the post office that some girl called them and requested my mail to be stopped. The girl claimed to be my wife. The people at the post office knew me and knew I wasn't married. They tried to look into the call but evidently, the caller must have used a calling-card because they couldn't find a number on it. They did say it appeared that the call came from Canada. Hey, wait a minute, don't you live in Canada, GenX? 

It's a small town here. A really small town. My kind of town. And this is important information to know because this fact is going to come into play shortly. Meanwhile, let's look at GenX's version of an "official document", shall we? 

No, your eyes are not deceiving you, it's a package from Domino's pizza. Maybe in Canada, Domino's pizza is an official document revealing real names, and from what I gather, Gen Xavier must be trying to say that General Xavier is her real name? She makes it a point to say that what she is showing on the package, hand written mind you, is her real name. You know, because Domino's delivers. But here's the thing, she calls it real mail. What does real mail prove anyway? I didn't post "real mail", I posted a cable bill. I tell you what, when my next bill arrives, I won't open it, I'll just scan it and post it as an update on this post. That will be "real mail". But like I said, Domino's must be some kind of official document company in Canada, doubling as a pizza delivery company. Of course, in this next screenshot, number 9, mind you, that like all the others, shows nothing in regards as evidence against me of showing that I am a horrible person out on the internet doing horrible things, but rather, it is a screenshot of GenX's official list of what constitutes an "official document". Take a look. 

I don't see Domino's Pizza on that list, do you? But hey, you guys don't need a list or a copy of a bill in the name of Carroll Bryant to prove what name I live by, all you have to do is dial 4-1-1 (information) and ask for a listing in Piketon for a Carroll Bryant. Guess what? You'll get that listing. Go ahead, try it. Then try and do the same thing with General Xavier in Canada while you're at it and see what you get. 

Now let's see what GenX has to say in this next screenshot. 

Yes, in her own warped mind, she has somehow uncovered something that defends her new bosom buddy, Athena Parker in an effort to prove that Athena and Melissa Douthit are not the same people. Or is she? I don't know. One moment she kissing Athena's ass and praising her and the next, I don't know. Is she trying to say that Athena isn't Melissa, or is she saying they are the same? Well, regardless, here is a screenshot of an GenX original post where she claims they are the same.  Not only that, but she also claims that Johnny is an Athena alias too. 

Did we get a good look at that? And now she's saying that Athena and Melissa are not one in the same? Again, the way she words her thoughts sometimes, it's hard to tell what she's trying to get at. But it does seem at times like someone can't make up her lies. I mean mind. No wait, I mean lies. Okay, both. Here's another example of GenX hypocrisy.  

Oh, here's an idea, while you're dialing up long distance information on Carroll Bryant and General Xavier, take a shot at asking for information regarding one Athena Parker and one Melissa Douthit. See what you get. Go ahead. Chances are you will call to get a listing for four people, and only one will come back. That one will be mine. Who is more real now?

Now, I know what GenX will say, she will say that some people have private listings. This is true. But the operator will mention this if there is such a person that actually exists with that name. The problem you will face in this task is trying to get the right city for which the operator can check. Rumor has it that Athena and Melissa used to be neighbors somewhere in California. You might want to check out Genxpose for that information because she doc dropped her new gal pal Athena once upon a time. You can read about it here. GenX Strikes Again. And according to the information, GenX doesn't have the time to search for it because she is too busy with her busy life, is that Athena and Melissa lived in Monterey, California, so that would be my suggestion of what town you could start with your phone search. I would say to search for her online but here's the thing, we already know that Athena Parker isn't her real name so maybe you should try Melissa Douthit? I heard she lives somewhere in Colorado now where people are free to smoke themselves some weed. 

But in the previous screenshot, GenX claims that Athena is winning the battle of the bulliest bully in bullyland. Yet we still haven't seen in any of these screenshots (or any other screenshot anywhere on the internet) where I am bullying people. Not to mention, I am not battling Athena, Athena is battling me. Athena is the one who says a lot but never shows anything in the way of proof to back it up. (Like GenX) I mean, when Athena says that the bullies are carpet bombing on Goodreads, she shows you the screenshots to back it up. When she says that an author got attacked, she shows you screenshots to back it up, but when she says I threatened members on Goodreads, or on STGRB, she doesn't show a screenshot of it. I mean, come on! Is a little bit of evidence really that much to ask for? And the same goes for GenX. When she says I am a bully, she never shows you a screenshot of it. When she accuses me of anything, she never shows a screenshot of it. All she shows you is screenshots of me saying that Carroll Bryant started out as a pen name and now I use it as my real name. So I get the months confused sometimes as to when I made the change, big deal. I still don't know when my mothers birthday is. I know the month, but not the day exactly. I know it's late in the month. I don't know how old she is exactly. The point is, I'm not always good with dates. But what am I saying? I don't have a mother, as according to the one person in this world who knows me the best, GenX. (That was sarcasm by the way, Gen, math isn't the only thing you bullies suck at.) And for some reason, Gen is making a big deal about my name. What is so important about it anyway is beyond me. What it ultimately proves that is of any significance is beyond me. I'm sure it's beyond you as well. And because of this, Gen seems to think Athena is winning some kind of battle and has me where she wants me. 

But wait! She doesn't say Athena, she says "Douthit"! I thought I was in a battle with Athena and STGRB? Seriously, go back and read that last screenshot, she says, and I quote: "...losing his battle with Douthit." and later says, "Douthit's got him where she wants him." - Is this another mindless flub by the same GenX who let it slide that she was Amanda Welling? I think so. Just as the last screenshot shows GenX claiming that Athena is Melissa is Johnny, and here she is actually trying to convince us that they are two different people? Again, I can't figure out her point or what she is trying to say. I don't think GenX even knows who's side she is on anymore, her own or Athena's. And if now GenX thinks that Athena and Melissa are no longer the same person, then who the hell is playing the role of Johnny?

And then she says she is done, and that she is going to get back to her busy life. You know the one, where she is on the internet searching for me or reading my blogs. Then she says to be nice to each other, more of her hypocrisy, as she can't refrain from being so nice to me. (sarcasm) Oh no, she makes sure to go out of her way to be mean. The earlier lies she spoke is just a small fraction of her being nice. Then she says she is fond of "some of you". I think that was a shout out to her new buddy, Athena, whom she is now convinced isn't Melissa Douthit after-all.

And now we get to the most disgusting part (in my opinion) of this post. This is where the GenX evil really shows itself. She starts mocking my previous post, "A Letter To Carroll Bryant" where I shared an email I got back on Saturday. Prior to that, I talked about a tragedy that occurred recently. One that involved a friend of mine and her two daughters. Her oldest daughter, 11 years old, was killed in a car accident. The younger one was seriously hurt but I hear she will pull through. The mother wasn't seriously injured.

Anyhow, the evil GenX takes a stab at that. Mocking it. 

She first questions the email I shared. Okay, whatever, but then she talks about my friend and her daughters. She says that I claim to have bought junk food / candy for these girls ONCE and then proceeds to make my friendship with this woman and her daughters out to be something perverted. She assumes that I was a stranger to them. First of all, how pathetic and twisted can another human being be to even go there? To turn something so sweet and wonderful like a friendship into some kind of porno or something? Especially when it involves a young child that lost her life? How sick can one be?

The fact is, I live in a small town. Maybe a big city slicker GenX doesn't understand how small town America works. And why should she know? She doesn't even live in America. (Unless she really is Amanda Wellling) But the fact of the matter is I didn't just meet this woman and her kids ONCE. And I didn't buy her kids junk food or candy just ONCE. 

When you live in a small town, you're bound to bump into the same people on a somewhat regular basis over a period of time. I have lived in Piketon for about 8 years or more now, so I have seen the same people over and over plenty of times, even if we never spoke to each other, we're still familiar with each other just by the amount of times you see one another around town. 

I've know this woman and her kids for the past three years. The year prior to us actually meeting and talking we saw each other plenty of times in and about the town. Our first verbal exchange occurred one night at the gas station. She was already in line standing behind another girl. I got right into the line behind her because all I was there for was a pack of smokes. We nodded to each other as we had done a few times before but never really said anything. It wasn't anything romantic. Her daughters were not with her this time as sometimes when I saw this woman, they wouldn't always be with her. 

When it was her turn to be served, she was paying for some gasoline, a loaf of bread and some milk. Once totaled up, she ended up a few dollars short. When she went to return the milk, I stopped her and paid the few bucks she was short. She was grateful for my kind deed. She thanked me and said "I will pay you back next time I see you." I told her not to worry about it. It was just a few bucks. 

I guess a few weeks or so passed before I saw her again in the store. Or rather she saw me. I had my head shoved in the cooler picking out a drink when she and her daughters approached me from behind. She tried to hand me back the three dollars she owed me but I again tried to refuse it. When she insisted, I just glanced down at her daughters and told her I would accept it on one condition, that I buy her daughters their favorite treat with that money, if it was okay with her. She pretty much gave in and so the girls picked out Skittles. 

As we stood in line, the woman and I got to talking and we introduced ourselves. We were just friendly people being friendly to one another, something GenX doesn't comprehend. 

The following months we continued to bump into each other here and there. A couple times at the Walmart, at the gas station, the dollar stores in town, Taco Bell, wherever. About once a month average. In the first year of introducing ourselves, they spotted me at the Walmart one day and we all ended up just walking around together and talking. Nothing special. Nothing romantic. We went through the line together and then parted to our cars after that. "See ya around." We always joked. 

And that's pretty much how it went for the past three years. We would just see each other around when we bumped into each other in town. And yes, I would buy the girls Skittles or ice cream and even one time, when we ran into each other at the dollar store, I bought them each a coloring book. The woman would always joke that I was spoiling her kids. But that's what I enjoy doing. I know I spoil the kids in my family. Maybe that's because I don't have any of my own. I don't know. But yes, I am just nice that way. 

So you see GenX, it wasn't just one time. It wasn't anything sick, twisted or perverted like your pedophilic mind wants to believe, and put into the minds of your readers. For you to even go in that direction demonstrates how evil and hateful you really are. I'm beginning to think there is a reason your mind is always associating sex and children together in the manner that you do. You are a grown lady with a lot of under aged friends online. You're always talking about children in a sexual manner to some degree. I'm beginning to believe that maybe you're the real pedophile here. You have absolutely no concept of what friendship or kindness is all about. You attack the decency and innocence of a child who lost her life. You purposely, and maliciously - with evil intent - try to suggest that I am some kind of pervert when you have absolutely no reason, or evidence to ever show justification for your inhumane assaults on me. I know now that if there is a heaven, you GenX will surely burn in hell when your days are over on this earth. Nobody would have deserved it, or earned it more than you and the rest of your bully friends. I am only thankful that you live in Canada. I wouldn't want your kind of evil to be living in my country. You are the most despicable and gross human to ever walk this planet. I would rather be friends with the 9-11 terrorists than to ever be a friend of yours. 

And as for the content of the email I shared in my last post, nowhere in it have I or the person who emailed me ever said that I have never done anything wrong to anyone in the entire history of time, as GenX lays claim to me saying. I merely said, and the person who sent the email was merely saying, that in the history of my time on the internet, nobody, not you GenX, not Jude Henderson, not any of your other bully friends, and not even Athena Parker or STGRB has ever produced one single solitary screenshot of me doing anything to anyone in a hostile manner for no reason at all. Not one. But hey, you can always prove me wrong by continuing your web searches on me, stalking me and my blogs to try and find one. I'm pretty sure if it was out there, of all people, you would have found it. 

Meanwhile, I have screenshots all over this blog of catching you and your bully friends in so many lies it aint even funny anymore. I even have shown a few of them in this one. Things you claim I say in screenshots you yourself posted that fail to deliver. In essence, you prove your own lies most of the time. All one has to do is read what you say then read the screenshots. It's clear and simple, you don't understand the English language. And you couldn't be nice to someone to save your own life. And just remember, GenX, when you die, don't pack a sweater. You won't need one where you are going. 

All you can do is make snarky comments about my emails. Or the design of my blog. Talk in speculation. Bring up my mother. Mock my friendships. Mock the death of a little girl. Mention pedophilia every chance you get and lie, lie, lie. You will spin and lie anything and everything and make a big deal about nothing, like a name, all for the sake of your own amusement. This is why no one takes you seriously, or your hate blog. All you can do is hide behind a fake name like the coward that you are. What you can't do though, is show a screenshot of me threatening people, attacking people, bullying people, talking inappropriately with people, lying about people. Oh no, you can't do this at all. I bet that kills you inside, doesn't it? I bet it eats you up internally. It keeps you awake at night, doesn't it? This is why you spend all of your time searching me out on the internet like a stalker. Now let's just sit back and see how long it takes you to do it again. Oh wait, never mind, you got such a "busy" life to lead, you have no time to stalk me on the internet, do you? What a stupid compassion-less bitch.  

And now everyone knows what a disgusting piece of garbage you really are.

Final score? 9 screenshots that prove nothing. 3 lies from GenX, and a couple points of hypcrisy from her ... and still zero screenshots or proof that show me being mean to people. (In the history of time)

Okay Athena, I guess it's your turn to take a shot.  

I'm Carroll Bryant .... and this is The Looking Glass.